things you don’t point out about people:
- body hair in places you’re not used to it being???
- fat rolls/curves
- how much/how little they’re eating
- how skinny they are/what bones they can see because of how skinny they are
- How fat they are.
- If they have crooked or misaligned teeth maybe even yellowed
- If they sweat a lot
don’t do it
One of the most frustrating parts of school for me is attending with rich kids.
I know this sounds horrible, and I don’t mean it to be, because in a way I am only jealous, and I’ll admit that. They get to take extra classes they can pay out of pocket for, go to conventions and make connections, and do all the extra trips that cost thousands of dollars that I can’t afford to do, so they get their name out there and I’m stuck here.
I am going into my senior year, then next year (my 5th year) I will, hopefully, get to do my student teaching. But I see all these pictures of all my classmates (my same year) already student teaching, AND SOME HOW ONE GIRL ALREADY HAS HER OWN CLASSROOM???? What? How? I mean she has a TON of connections because her whole family is basically one big teacher, but still, i won’t get into that.
I’m just sitting here like, How? I don’t understand, and it makes me feel like a failure because I am not there yet. Like, what if I never get there? Idk, just feels for today I guess.
in the hallway today there was a hispanic girl making white people jokes and these two white guys actually fucking said “that’s racist. what if we were saying stuff like that about mexican people?”
and she just gave them this dry look and said “i’m puerto rican.”